亲密的罪恶

here. It just became like an obsession. I go into a state of craziness. It's a really

big sin, but you know, I got to have her.

I remember when I first realized that I was going to have a problem with sex as an addiction.

I mean, when I was 14, after I took my father's electric razor and jammed a pencil in the

top and spit on the eraser and turned it on, I knew it was all downhill from there. And